penny for your thoughts

Sometimes I just feel like I don't fit in. And it always makes me doubt myself and my abilities. However I need to remember that just because I don't fit in with a certain group of people that I am not a fun person to be around. I have some really awesome friends that I can count on having a great time with. I need to stop feeding my insecurities. For my Theories of Personality class we took the Myers-Brigg test and I remember taking it a few years back and scoring with a EN something something but retaking it now I scored as ISFP. I truly believe that I have become more of an introvert throughout the years, possibly due to my constant bitterness over love and my contentedness with being alone. I used to really be a friendly person but nowadays I find myself preferring my own company and when large group gatherings occur I sometimes feel socially awkward. I'm okay with the changes I have developed. I think the changes we go through are just us becoming the people we truly are.

According to this my animal personality type is a sloth and while I do agree with the part where I don't publicly debate my views and am caring, I don't think I have the 'sloth vibe'. Apparently Paul McCartney is also an ISFP so that's cool. I can add that to the list of things I have in common with Sir McCartney (playing left handed guitar is one of them).

• Introversion (I): ISFPs are introverted. They tend to be reserved and quiet, especially around people they do not know well. They prefer spending time with a close group of family and friends.


• Sensing (S): ISFPs like to focus on the details. They spend more time thinking about the here and now rather than worrying about the future. They also prefer concrete information to abstract theories.
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• Feeling (F): ISFPs care more about personal concerns rather than objective, logical information.


• Perceiving (P): ISFPs like to keep their options open, so they often delay making decisions in order to see if things might change or if new options come up.
• I agree with everything except Sensing. Maybe I'm supposed to be INFP? Idk. 

Fall into me

Stupid title, whatever. Haven't been updating (ugh, I'm just really bad at being consistent, whoops). But also life happens and I am the laziest person when it comes to uploading photos so I will try to upload as much as I can and write tidbits here and there (for those who still view this photoblog) (thanks BTW!)

Shabu and I matched! Isn't his wittle hotdog halloween costume so cute?!!

Photos from the pumpkin farm!

Gourds galore

LOL the lady who took our photo told us to pose like this 

can you tell what it is?

it's supposed to be a kitty cat on top of a pumpkin and they're both smiling at each other. this is the best pumpkin i've ever carved.  side story: i haven't carved a pumpkin since my ex-bf and I used to carve pumpkins together so idk it felt kinda liberating to do this without him, that doesn't make sense but whatever). 

                 

selfie from a couple days ago. it's what school bathrooms are for

made pumpkin pie from scratch!

This concept is hard to accept, but I'm trying to accept it. I've been reflecting on all the stuff that has happened lately and I think I really need to embrace the fact that shit happens and sometimes it's better to just let it go (cliche statement, but it's hard to do)

IDK I just really liked my makeup (love you Revlon Colorstay whipped!) and my new sweater so much I took photos

Whatever, whatever, I do what I want!

Updates!

Hellloooo darlings!
I really got lazy with this blog, haven't I? And having school and work isn't going to help either -__- I will try to update whenever I can. Tonight I am taking it easy so I had time to finally edit a makeup video I did and post on this blog as well.

My first *real* makeup video, don't judge too hard! I did it for fun. I've really been into makeup videos (I know, I'm like 4 years late on this), and I've been inspired to do one. So here it is!

Here are some Instagram photos from the past couple weeks:

Started working at Marshalls

Little broham started college

Went out for Michelle's birthday

Went shopping today, but I didn't buy this cardigan. I'll maybe come back for it 

running, running

photos from the past couple weeks, I will caption them later.  I have to get up at 6am for work tomorrow -__-

Dear blog,

Sorry for the neglect! I have been taking photos, but I've been too lazy to edit/upload them but I will soon.
Shout out to like the 2 people that read my blog.
you da best <3 ahaa

movies

I'm a really big fan of Korean/Japanese movies, so as my personal reference, and possible suggestions to you (if you like Asian movies), I'm going to make a list of all the Asian foreign films I've watched. I'll add to this list as I remember ..

Korean:

• 100 Days with Mr. Arrogant*
• Wind Struck
• My Sassy Girl* (amazing movie, one of my favorites)
• Il Mare* (the original "Lakehouse" movie, America just ripped off it) (also, the first movie all the way to Il Mare star the same girl)
• Old Boy (never watching ever ever again)
• 200 Pounds Beauty* (hilarious and cute)
• A Millionaire's First Love
• Sex is Zero (kinda like an American Pie type of movie)
• He was Cool*
• The Art of Seduction (this movie was okay)
• Attic Cat (a drama show)

Japanese:

• I Give My First Love to You (such a tear jerker)
• Shinobi* (similar to a Romeo/Juliet love story)

Hm.. I guess I don't watch as many Japanese movies. Or I just can't think of the titles.

If you're interested in watching any of these (and I highly suggest most of them unless noted), check out mysoju.com

*- my suggestion to watch 

take a pill, put it on ice

I have Fall Out Boy stuck in my head. They used to be my favorite band back in high school. You know the feeling of you loving something so much you think you're going to love it forever? ... That's what I thought of FOB. I like them, their songs make me super nostalgic, but I've definitely grown out of them.

In regards to photos, I just haven't been feeling it lately. I feel like I have so much on my plate. I finally got a call back for a job interview, but I'm having a hard time getting a hold of the manager. I got some work hours from the library, which is awesome because I haven't worked at the lib in about a month.

Since I don't have any new photos, I'll upload some old ones I haven't really posted anywhere. Whoo hooo lol

lol @ the club 

4th of july

one night where nida and i randomly went to taco bell

lake house with megan :)